-I was almost late to school today. 7:51 was the time of my arrival but whatevs bevs, who am I trying to impress?
-I really miss directing. My fire for acting has kind of been extinguished since I directed. Assistant directing and then directing my own show was one of the best choices I have ever made in my life. Thank you casting others in the winter show. I needed to direct.
-Today I hung out with people I should’ve started hanging out with a long time ago.
-I can not stress enough how much I don’t care if you hate me or not. I am sure you do and I don’t give a f*ck, that is your prerogative. I wish you the best and I am sorry you are not fond of me. I really don’t need to adapt my personality at this point.
-I am getting closer on Thursday morning. I will have a meeting with her to share my frustration. This needs to end. My anger about this cannot go on any longer because it has made me a bitter person and I don’t want to be that. I just get so angry about it. Hopefully I won’t be as angry after Thursday.
-I am really happy that teacher complimented my skills with kids behind my back. I love stuff like that.
-My demo speech went awesome except for the douche bag in my class who laughed when I said bang-off. I don’t really feel bad about all his speeches sucking anymore :)
I am in a weird state right now.
Probably many grammatical errors in that. I wish I cared…
"Can’t win for losing,
you’ll just disappoint ‘em,
just cause you can’t beat ‘em
maybe you should join ‘em.”